Haha. Some of you may think this is a weird blog, but f**k it. Hahaha.



So this week has sort of been slowly turning into a bad week. Actually, Wednesday (yesterday) was the starting point for badness, I guess. I was making inexplicable mistakes left and right. Perhaps the worst of the mistakes is freakin' school. I used to be smart, honest to God.



Our professor, who by the way is a wench, returned our midterms on Wednesday. I knew I didn't do well but I swear I thought I did better than what she gave me. So I sent her emails and even went to go talk to her and then the shit hits the fan. It's utterly ridiculous. I studied pretty damn hard for that test. And for those of you who know me, you know I'm not a studier. In my other class, which I'm doing better in (I hope to God), my professor was slightly disappointed in the personal projects we were demo-ing for him. He told me to try again. It's understandable, but I'm having a tough time figuring it out. I just want to get through this damn quarter.



I don't understand what's wrong with me... It's tough to remain optimistic about the rest of the year. But I guess you gotta take the good with the bad, huh. On the bright side of things, I guess I have my health, somewhat. Haha. There's still an inkling of hope in that dreaded class with the wench of a professor. My other professor didn't have to but he gave me a second chance to fix that problem on my personal project and I'm confident (perhaps unjustifiably) that I can figure it out. At work I actually seem to be more on top of things because I'm getting projects that are more fulfilling (for lack of a better word).



All in all, this quarter has been a pretty humbling experience. Yet despite this, and it may sound arrogant, if I can get through this quarter, I am supremely confident in my potential to do great things. You'll all see. Hehe. And hopefully y'all will reap the benefits as well.



It's sort of like that line from No Doubt: "And when it's really bad, I guess it's not that bad."