Tuesday, July 16, 2002

I don't like trying to be profound. I'm stubborn. I don't care for much. I don't like school and I don't like work. I'm confident in my skills as a worker. I'm arrogant. I don't like heat waves. I don't like extreme cold either. I don't like how my glasses feel crooked sometimes. I don't like waking up early in the morning. I have a pair of slippers and I don't like how the strap that holds it on to my foot sometimes disconnects and I'm left with a floppy slipper hanging on my foot but not doing its job. I don't like thinking I'm not capable of doing something. I don't like thinking that I'm not good enough even though I know I am. I used to not mind before, but I don't like sitting and watching when I could be doing something. I don't like being a pain. I don't like feeling pain. I don't like more stuff.



But I do like family. I do like friends. I enjoy the refreshing sip of an ice cold beverage on a hot day during a heat wave. I like the day after it rains and everything feels fresh. I even like rain, but not excessive rain. I like how my nieces don't have a real care in the world and still see through innocent eyes. I like the feeling I get when I blaze but I also like that I'm not going to be doing that as often. I like driving down the road and singing the song I have playing. Sometimes I like yelling with the music. I like that I was becoming more comfortable. I like the needle-in-a-haystack chance. I like the underdog. Sometimes I like the easy way out. I like more stuff.



But today, I don't like the easy way out.

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